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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 0:45:00 GMT -5
Ameria swallowed the last of her tears down and nodded silently, still a little too embarassed to say anything watching Alucard's motionless shoulder trying to get the last of her shaking to stop. Soon it finished fading and she luaghed at herself, "Yep that's me the softie baby who cry at a tiny memory." her voice was not the tone her words would have suggested, it was shaky and she was clearly lying, never had been any good at it and she sighed again. Closing her eyes again and just floating with her other scences taking in Alucard's musty scent and commiting his cofort to her memory to use to try and avoid antother attack of tears later. Goosebumps were raising slowly on her arm and she wondered slightly why but found no answer in her mind.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 0:57:36 GMT -5
Alucard smiles at her warmly."You arn't a softy. If I was in your place I would most likely cry as well." He holds her a little closer feeling the bulge of her belly.Hmmm around 2 to 3 months pregnant... He rests his chin on her shoulder and breaths in her scent with a smile.Why am I thinking and acting like a human? Am I attracted to this girl? He glances at her from the corner of his eyes.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 1:06:51 GMT -5
Ameria found a peace in being with Alucard and she felt safe with him. She was exhasted though and her eyes didn't need to be shut for her to have drifted off as she had. Her shoulders which had been tense relaxed as she sat there in a half sleep and her breathing evened out cutting the last few shakes from her body and allowing her to truely settle a bit. Soon she found herself drifting off and tring to stayt awake by opening her eyes. Mabey a conversation ould keep her awake. "Have you ever had any family? I mean like blood related family?" only as she finished asking the question did she notice the irony of calling it "blood related" family.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 1:12:43 GMT -5
He chuckles softly."I can't remember. If I did I think they are long dead by now." He smiles at her and realizes she's sleepy. He picks her up very gently and lays her in his bed. Then he pulls a chair over by the bed and sits in it. "What about you? Surely you must have family at your young age." He sits back in the chair and smiles at her kindly. D@mn...why does she have to be so cute...the pregnancy only adds to it and makes her look so innocent...
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 1:20:33 GMT -5
"I never knew any of my blood related family." Ameria said a saddness filling her that had never brought tears but plenty of sorrow. "My mother was 16ish when I was born, got pregnant from her boyfriends, my father, who dupmed her right after she told him about me. So when I was born I went straight to my adoptive parents." Ameria uncontiously held her hand protectively around her stomache as if showing that she wound never want her baby taken away even though her or his father had not been one she'd even ever liked. She still felt an anger at her mother to this day for having given her up. her own pregnancy had only given wood to that fire.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 1:25:18 GMT -5
"Oh..." Alucard looks at her hand then lays his own ontop of it and smiles at her."I'd say you're going to be an excellent mother." He leans over and kisses her cheek gently."Go to sleep Ameria. I'll watch over you." He smiles at her then leans back in his chair again keeping an eye on his door and her.What is going on in my mind...
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 1:32:49 GMT -5
Ameria blushed at the statement and even harder at the kiss.. As her eyes slowly closed she smiled slightly a pleasent feelign floating thourhg her. At that moment, with his wrods, 'I'll watch over you' to enforce it he seemed more like an angel then a vampire and she drifted to sleep peacefully Certian of her saftey with Alucard around. Her dreams weren't nightmares, and for the first time she could remember in weeks upon weeks she slept soundly. Her face peaceful and calm.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 1:35:45 GMT -5
Alucard tilts his chair slightly and smiles at Amerias sleeping form."What is it about slep that makes beauty greater..." He tilts his head as his eyes slide up and down her body and face slowly. Somehow he manages to watch the door at the same time as he watches her.What would it be like being more than a friend to her...
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 1:57:45 GMT -5
Ameria lay soundless her dreams of a strange sort.
'Ameria walked through her memories seeing herself growing up, though no one but her was there she was alone the entire time growing up even when she knew there had been others at the time there was no one. Suddenly the years started to pass faster and faster until it was a blur. Suddenly her life came to a stop in a normal speed. She was walking in a dark alley, but now someone was with her and she saw him. It was..... Alucard? Yes and he was protecting her from.... something.....'
As Ameria woke she lost the dream knowing something great had been in it but she couldn't recall it, as it escaped just at the edge of her memory. She wanted to go back to sleep to remember it but instead opened her eyes sleepily.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 10:35:39 GMT -5
Alucard is still sitting in his chair watching herAmeria and the door. He smiles at her as her eyes open."Sleep well?" He leans forward with kind smile.I wonder if she dreamt anything... He places a hand on her shoulder and squeezes it gently.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 10:47:28 GMT -5
"Yes, well" she said quietly her forehead furrowing as she tried to remember her dream and finally had to give up. She sighed and sat up rubbing the sleep from her eyes. It had been a while scince she had had any sleep to rub from her eyes but the old firmilliar feeling of being rested was almost as pleasent as the feeling of having Alucard near by. She looked around wondering how long she had slept but of coarse she couldn't tell scince there were no windows and no clocks that she could see. She looked over at Alucard looking straight into his eyes and a shiver went down her spine, though it wasn't of fear, she didn't know what it was of.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 10:52:45 GMT -5
Alucard looked back into her eyes his head tilted slightly. He notices the shiver but he knows it's not from being cold. He smiles at her happily."I'm glad you slept well. It's almost night though so I'll have to go up on deck in a few hours." He reaches out and lays his hand on her shoulder squeezing it gently then he leans forward and kisses her cheek again.Why does she awaken these emotions in me....
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 11:02:16 GMT -5
Velstaria shivered again at his kiss and blushed again as well. What was it about Alucard that made her want to just run up and hug him? She wondered slightly if he just felt sorry for her and protective of her scince she was his donor and the more she thought about it the more scence it made. She smiled slightly hoping that was ll it was becuase if it was somthing more she was afraid of what would happen to the three of them, Alucard, herself, and her baby. Vampires and Donors were only good for each other when it came to the day of feast, there could be no more. Ameria was surprised to feel a feeling of disappointment with those thoughts and she couldn't bring herself to meet Alucard's eyes.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 11:07:05 GMT -5
Alucard tilted his head to the other side slightly."Something wrong Ameria?" He continued to smile at her.I forget if there's a rule about donors...curse my memory why can't I remember stuff like this... He leaned back in his chair agains looking at her curiously and wondering what she's thinking.I wouldn't mind having that mind reading power some vamps got. Lucky buggers... He tilts his chair back as he looks at her.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 11:12:02 GMT -5
Ameria looked up and smiled fakely, "No noth-things wrong" she cursed the slight studder that had given away her lie and she once again cast her eyes down unable to look at him, afraid if she did that her hold on her fragile feelings might eighther break them or that she might loose that tender hold on them. She sighed quietly enough that she hoped he didn't hear and bit her lip trying to keep herself from asking him how he felt about her, swallowing all of the thoughts on being anything besides his donor so as not to get him in trouble. There was absolutely no rules about it but she was certian others wouldn't aprove and she highly doubted he felt anything but fatherly protection to her.
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