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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 11:18:16 GMT -5
Alucard looked at Ameria curiously."Please don't lie to me. Tell me what's wrong." He smiles at her kindly but he keeps his voice firm.Maybe I should ask one of the crewmates with mind reading powers to help me out a little... He watches her a little closer and makes sure his emotions stay in check.What does she feel for me? What I wouldn't give to find out. He folds his hands across his abdomen and tightens his muscles slightly then relaxes them.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 11:35:14 GMT -5
Ameria didn't want to tell the truth for fear that he might luagh at her, or even worse that he might stop being do nice to her so as to not encourage her liking him. She sighed and crossed her arms around her stomache protectively without noticing doing it had become such a habit. She remembered what the humans had done to her and how she couldn't even trust them, her own kind, anymore, so why make it so that he couldn''t trust her. "It's just, well...." she dared a look at him and seeing him gave her a courage she'd have never had before that. "Well, I think I like you." her voice was hardly audioble but definatly loud enough for a vampire's sharp ears and the moment the words were out she'd wished they were right back in.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 11:43:53 GMT -5
Alucard blinks at her words then smiles warmly."I think I like you too and I'm happy you told me." He stops tilting his chair and sets its legs on the floor. Then he lays a hand on her arm gently and comfortingly since he knew it was hard for her to say that after what happened to her.Wow...wasn't expecting that but then again no one has ever liked me before...of course the feelings were mutual.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 11:55:41 GMT -5
Ameria didn't think she'd heard him right but her hands still tightened in a strange excitement and a smile she couldn't stop came to her face, small and hopeful. She bit her lip not sure what she should do and kept her eyes down so that Alucard wouldn't see the hope and worry in her eyes, and mabey something else in them too. She wondered, if she had really heard him right, what he meant by the word "like" meant from him and something deep in her hoped it meant what she thought it ment.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 12:05:56 GMT -5
Alucards smile brightens when Ameria smiled. He senses a little of her emotions the hope and worry and a different one he couldn't name. He tilts his head slightly as she bites her lip and keeps her eyes averted. He leans down slowly and moves her head gently so he can look her in the eyes. He hopes his eyes don't reveal anything on how he feels for her.She has beautiful eyes...
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 12:10:59 GMT -5
Ameria found herself staring into his bright eyes and she saw something there that no one else would have seen. She felt an excitement grow inside her that she didn't understand but that felt so nice. that she didn't try to repress it she had a strange impulse that had the good feeling in it so she went on the impulse leaned forward and kissed Alucard right on the lips, his cold cold lips, wishing and hoping it was the right thing to do and afraid of how he might react but enjoying the moment anyways a fire rushing through her that was of a diffrent sort then she had ever felt her entire life.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 12:17:14 GMT -5
Alucard blinked in surprise at the kiss then kissed her back warmly. He enjoys the feeling of her warm lips against his. He moves his head away reluctantly and sighs quietly. "That...that was my first kiss. I'm happy it was you..." He blushes slightly as the words pass over his lips.I wonder if she loves me...I hope she does.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 12:23:24 GMT -5
Ameria smiled saddly at his words, she wished it had been her first kiss. It was truely her first kiss that she had let happen willingly but there were a lot of things that man had stolen away from her when he'd gotten his few hours of pleasure. She wished deeply that it had never happened but she knew that if it hadn't she'd have never been given the chance to be a mother or to be with Alucard. She wasn't greatful to the man but knowing that her rape and leaving home was the cost to have found Alucard, well she might be able to live with it a little better, now. She felt a few tears coming but instead of letting them overtake her alone she leaned foreward and hugged Alucard crying into his shirt silently.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 12:34:09 GMT -5
Alucard notices her sad smile and remembered her rape. He had almost forgotten it from having a good time with her. He blinks and holds her close as she cries and whispers comforting words as he gently rubs her back.Poor girl... He smiles at the back of her head and he uses his other hand to stroke her hair gently as he continues to whisper comfortingly.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 12:40:46 GMT -5
Ameria's tears soon slowed then stopped but she didn't want to let go of Alucard, at least not yet. She hugged him tighter in thanks not wanting to have him pull away or leave. She tilted her head up to look at him, her eyes full of sorrow but also full of what she now was certian was love, 'why does my heart yearn for his company and embrace so much when we are so far apart and so diffrent?' She wondered as she stared up into his eyes wishing she could stay with him forever but knowing that it was impossible, he was a vampire and there for imortal unless killed, she was a human and would grow old and die in what would hardly be a day or two in his entire life. She looked into his eyes though and she wished that didn't matter but it did.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 12:48:08 GMT -5
Alucard looks down into her eyes and smiles seeing the love there.How come I love her so...is it because she was raped or is it just my human side trying to get out... He chuckles softly as her hug tightens then whispers softly,"I love you..." His eyes widen at his own words and he blushes. He looks at her a little curiously to see how she reacts but hopes she feels the same for him.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 12:53:29 GMT -5
Ameria wanted him to know that she felt the same but couldn't think of any words to say so she simply lifted her head up again and kissed him full on the lips again trying to let the feeling of all of her love for him be told through the kiss. When she finally pulled away her eyes clearly said "I love you too" mirroring her thoughts which were going along the lines of, 'Oh I love you too I think I have scince the first time I saw you under the full moon when i first came onto this ship.' those thoughts though stayed hidden away.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 13:02:08 GMT -5
Alucard kissed her back and holds her close.What am I going to do...how can I express my love for her... He looks at her eyes and smiles seeing how she feels in them. Hr wonders if his eyes shine the same way. Before he could think he kissed her again for a long moment.
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Post by Velstaria on Dec 9, 2007 13:11:30 GMT -5
Ameria didn't want to break his kiss and stayed there her eyes closed feeling how much Alucard cared for her but inside she was terrified of what would happen now. She knew she'd break his heart when she died and he still had to live on, with that thought she broke the kiss, she didn't want to hurt him. She looked down at her hands not want to meet his eyes. "You can't do this, I'm no good for you" she said trying not to cry. Her words hadn't even had her lying stutter in them but her own hurt was in it at her own words. She tried to pull away from Alucard but her body didn't want to move. So she continued her voice upset but steady, "Your a vampire and I'm your donor that's all we cn ever be, I'll die and you'll be left on your own, living forever. Besides you surely don't want to be with someone who has someone else's baby." silent tears rolled down her face she was unable to stop or hide them so she let them go.
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Post by Alucard on Dec 9, 2007 13:18:22 GMT -5
Alucard looked at her and wiped away her tears gently."I can do this and you are good for me Ameria." He tried to ignore her hurt."You know we can be more...but the decision is yours." He looks down at her belly and lays a hand on it. "What's wrong with being with someone who has anothers baby?" He removes his hand slowly from her abdomen.
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